Today was a rough day. This Chronic Fatigue Syndrome is kicking my ass. This is a very hard thing for me to deal with. I used to be so active now some days I don't get out of bed except when I have to. I am feeling very down today. I couldn't take my son to the park today because I was too tired. It was a 50 degree day in January! That temp has never happened here in my lifetime. I feel like I am letting my kids and my husband down.
To be proactive today, I did some research on CFS. Trying to find ways to maybe tweek my diet so that I have more good days than bad. I would love to just have a few better days a month. There are just some many options and no way to find out what bunny hole to go down without spending lots of money that I don't have.
I am also contemplating giving up some activities that I enjoy. They are just too hard for me right now. Which do I give up and which do I keep doing. It is hard to know what to do. There is a certain amount of "pushing through" that needs to be done to gain more stamina and strength. Unfortunately, it is a super fine line between helping and hurting.
Just feeling beat up and confused today. So much brain fog so little time.
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